first photo excursion

I finally decided to take the Nikon out since I've been borrowing it for some time. Though I'm sure my brother knows I'm lazy, I wanted to have something to show. I didn't venture off very far because I want to learn the basics first.



I know there's two similar shots of the yellow flower... I couldn't pick one and anywhoo it shows how a few minor adjustments can create sometimes drastic changes. I started off to some blinding over-exposures.. Learning is a process. hahah It's pretty fun. Maybe I'll make a hobby of it. [:

oh! I decided to make a new photobucket for "fancy" photographs but the username Kidix was taken. I thinks to myself damn it! bitch took my name! Turns out it was taken by my 2004 self. :]P oopsies

void

I'm claustrophobic in my skin again. It gets so bad I can barely breathe. I really think I just need to do something. destructive

fuck it

I've been bouncing around from blog to blog. simultaneously writing in three. There's always been someone or another's feelings I feel the need to protect. (I'm very protective). So I censored a lot of things. a lot. kept quiet. kept it private. compartmentalized and internalized. everything. I decided to change that with a new blog for the new year - then I was stalked. and I don't mean xanga stalked.

My life hasn't been any less turbulent than when I was writing whatever the fuck I wanted as far as I can recollect, so I say fuck it.

Kidix is: anti your face.
and if you don't like it, you can
kick rocks.